This story originally appeared in the March 17, 2011, issue of The Trussville Tribune…
Confession, they say, is good for the soul, so in an effort to nurture my inner being, here goes: On occasion, my mouth gets away from me, and a bad word slips out.
Yes, I realize the preacher might read this and deem me unfit to ever again serve in a church-related capacity. But I hope he’ll take into consideration that I’m at least semi-repentant before he condemns me to the ranks of the Baptist benchwarmers.
I have to say, though, for some situations only a bad word will do. Like the time the edge of my thumb slipped under the thrumming needle of a sewing machine. Or the time my computer deleted an eight-page paper I’d failed to save. Or the time I was experiencing a beyond-bad hair day and gave my boss an unvarnished opinion of my Muppet-like ‘do.
“Now, June,” he deadpanned in reply. “Do you really know what Hell looks like?”
I had to admit I didn’t.
Mama says I inherited any potty mouth tendencies I might possess from Daddy’s side of the family, but that’s not entirely true. Certain individuals on her side of the family have been known to utter choice words, too.
MeeMaw Flowers, for instance, could string naughty words together with admirable ease, figuratively handing various nursing home personnel their heads on a platter every few days.
And at around age two, one of my young cousins on Mama’s side, now a minister’s wife and mother of two, plainly blurted out a cuss word while I was babysitting her one day. When I laughed, she said it again – and a couple more times for good measure. Her mother was not similarly amused.
As I recall, Mama herself even let a zinger or two fly my way when I was a teenager. (She’ll deny it, of course, so don’t even bother to ask her about it.) But parents of teenagers will quickly tell you an occasional bad word is allowed.
“You’ve got to let off steam somehow,” said a friend whose progeny were 14 and 16 when I broached the subject with her, “and letting loose with a cuss word now and then beats a murder rap.”
For weeks afterward, I prayed for the safety of her children.
As far as Daddy’s side of the family, well, I’ve heard plenty of stories about his relatives’ colorful turns of phrase. But none could quite compare to MeeMaw Harper’s style. She spelled her bad words, apparently thinking if she didn’t meld the letters into a single sound, it didn’t count as cussing. I doubt, however, that anyone ever mistook her for a spelling bee champ.
She once referred to a person who frequently got on her nerves as “that d-a-m woman,” never realizing she’d done nothing more than call the object of her wrath a water-barricading female. So I guess you could say MeeMaw Harper never really cussed; she only meant to.
But my all-time favorite family bad word tale concerns my oldest nephew, Ryan, at age six. Upon arriving home from school one day, he reported that a kid in his first grade class had been sent to the principal’s office for saying not only the D-word, but the S-word, too, and the elementary school grapevine was abuzz with the news.
Horrified, my sister-in-law nevertheless maintained the presence of mind to delve a little further into the matter before jumping to any conclusions as to what her baby’s innocent ears had heard.
“Ryan, you know those are bad words, and you’re not supposed to say them,” she said slowly. “But just this once, I want you to whisper in Mommy’s ear what you think the D-word and the S-word are.”
Dreading his response, she leaned down to hear his reply.
“I don’t know,” he whispered. “Will you tell me?”
Now in his mid-twenties, Ryan has likely since learned what those words are. But just in case he hasn’t, I certainly won’t be the one to tell him. Talk about a murder rap. His mother would kill me.
Either that, or she’d tell the preacher, and I’m probably in enough trouble with him as it is.